Will anyone ever love me? Please someone, someday, make me first priority I don't have to be first all the time (once in a while would be nice) But I am so sick of being always last After work (it's a big secret, you know) After infatuated little girls (she's SO fragile-we're just good friends) After anyone or anything when the whim strikes I feel like a mistress, waiting by the phone, leaving all spare time free on the off chance he'll feel like spending time with me (and it's a big secret-after all...we work together) I am an afterthought never thought after give me the strength to walk away from this man I love so much who never learned to love and all the others like him down the years (past and yet to come) Help me to help myself and to love myself Will I ever love me?